Angry rant about glasses

I hate my glasses, I guess I can't find the words to actually express how much. I hate them so much I want to destroy them. Flush them down the toilet or burn them. I guess you're wondering where all this hatred is coming from? Well, I'm going to tell you. Today, at work, I thought back to my days at my old school, and there was this one lesson we were discussing glasses because one of my classmates was getting reading glasses, she said that she wasn't looking forward to it, and she didn't want them. Then another classmate said that she hated glasses and would never ever wear them, even if she was going to die. That hurt. So bad. My teacher mentioned that I wore glasses, but she simply answered that; "Enya suits them and you don't notice they're there" Well, I fucking notice they're there, I notice they're there ALL the time, but without them I can't see, I'm almost blind, so I have to use them. I don't have a choice. And I can't wear contacts, because it doesn't exist anyone good enough for my sight.

Then there's the other kind that hurts just as much. "You know, now a days you wear glasses as jewellery" I'll give you a jewellery. Imagine that you're depending on this jewellery, not just you know, to look pretty and to wear whenever you want to, but you have to use it, because if you don't you can't breathe or smell or something. I'll fucking give you a jewellery. A jewellery is something you can take off and wear it whenever you want. But if you have to wear it all the time, and you have been wearing it since you were four, it doesn't feel like much of a jewellery anymore. And then there's the kind that says; "you're so lucky, I wish I could wear glasses". To them I have three words; GO TO HELL!

sorry I'm angry, but this kind of thing pisses me off. So I'm going to get a job in Alta when fall comes and save for surgery when I get 18! That'll be my 18th birthday present for me. Have a splendid day